GOD...It's really hard for me to think about too much things in one time. My sister is in a bad mood and I just can't do anything. When she tried to invite me to visit her, which my parents are not doing, I don't know what to do. Cuz I'm going to have an electromagnetic class in the summer, and I'm not sure that I can go abroad for at least two weeks without being dropped. I know it's related to the professor who we apply, but this is related to my graduate thing!! Also I don't want to depress my sister...And I'm really want to go there to take a look. Come On! It's America!!! Which I haven't been there before!!!
Now my senior told me not to rely on the commercial products, I know I still have to get through all the problem I met. But what should I do when the pressure and the progress of myself collide together?! Now we got too much money to spend in the lab, so why don't we buy some? Later I can use the same components to rebuild one, isn't that OK?
Or just as Mom said, I do focus on other's feeling too much? No, not for my sister. I should decide it by myself. As the professor Cheng said, "Trying to let go something, and think only on what you have to. Or you just can't survive. It's the world we lived!"
Regardless some decision I have to make, I need to re- schedule my time. For this semester, I got a lot of free time to use, but how can I be so useless now? I watch three episode of friends each day, spending some time to chat, and sleep a lot. But I don't feel any better for these entertainment. I know I'm familiar with this situation. This happens when you didn't do something that makes you feel successful. So how should I re- schedule it?
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